Office by Alex Penny
twenty-four. lib sci grad student. archival nerd. whovian.
What if the best that I can be
Just isn’t good enough
Isn’t it better not to know?
And walkin’ arm in arm
You hope it don’t get harmed
But even if it does
You’ll just do it all again
Well I’d like to think / I’m the mess you’d wear with pride. / Like some empty dress on the bed / you’ve laid out for tonight. / Maybe I’ll tell you sometime.
It’s gonna be the future soon
And I won’t always be this way
When the things that make me
weak and strange get engineered away
(via scootpooter)
Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know,
like how to deal with despair, or someone breaking your heart.
For twelve years I’ve held it all together,
but a night like this is begging to pull me apart.
(via abipolarcliche)
Cause we’ll all be the same, the same way.
Dirt in someone’s eyes cried down the drain
I believe in a house in the clouds
And God’s got his dead friends ‘round
He’s painted all the walls red
To remind them they’re all dead
Autoclave | The Mountain Goats
and I reach deep down within,
but the pathways twist and turn
and there's no light anywhere,
and nothing left to burn
and I am this great, unstable
mass of blood and foam
and no emotion that's worth having
could call my heart its home
my heart's an autoclave
(via boundandpacked)
And if you’re still breathin’,
you’re the lucky ones.
Cause most of us are heaving,
through corrupted lungs.
We’re setting fire to our insides for fun.
And lastly you’re all alone with
Nothin’ left but sleep.
But sleep never comes to you
It’s just the guilt and forever wakefulness
Of the weak.
The Choke - Austra (album: Feel It Break)
The mouth, the breath, the smoke.
The mouth, the breath, the choke.
